My first concert I had ever been too was by Amy Grant I was 23; I was not like the other kids growing up I didn’t know the popular artists and the names of all the people in the bands.  I grew up around Jefferson Starship, ELO, Rush but I never knew the names of the players to me it wasn’t important.  Sure I knew people like Elvis or the Beatles, that was unavoidable.

My first evangelism outreach was for Billy Graham it was an Amazing year in my life. That was the year I met my two beauties one was Jesus the other the Woman HE fixed me up with.  It lasted all but three and a half years.  I asked him to give me what I needed to bring in HIS harvest when HE first spoke to me, and I knew it was HIM, HE said DONE!

Coincidentally we were married by a Pastor we called Chip, his last official duty before leaving the Church I met her at.  She had met him in Bedford Mass as her youth leader. My first fundraiser was with an amazing youth leader at Boston Garden we sold snow cones to Disney’s on Ice “Beauty and the Beast” in chip mugs.  He can’t say he was not in on it from the beginning.  I wasn’t putting it all together until May 2009 when Jesus showed up and wished me a Happy 50th Birthday which was not until the following 10th of June,  May of 1982 is when I became,  “Born Again.”

My first fundraiser was with an amazing youth leader at Boston Garden where we sold snow cones to Disney’s on Ice “Beauty and the Beast” in chip mugs.  It was well after our divorce; we had only one Son together for me he was my only blood.  G-d would now and then confirm my promise to HIM that I said I would not to marry again.  Though my Pastor’s wife suggested, I should I leaned into seeing others even though it never felt right.   I wasn’t putting it all together until May 2009 when HE showed up and wished me a Happy 50th Birthday which was not until the following June; it was in May 1982 when I became,  “Born Again ” some 27 years earlier.

In May 2009 HE took me through my life showed me how HE placed in my life HIS story, my stepfather was a carpenter as well, it was Jesus who led me to see the truth in Egypt. I was planning to defend against the movie put on by atheists called “Zeitgeist” and explain why the Bible is G-d’s word and not a faith they said had been taken from ancient Egyptian beliefs.  I told G-d I would place up a website defending point by point as to why the word of G-d can be trusted and told HIM once I was done doing HIS I will build one for myself to draw an income from. Well as you can see I am still doing HIS  and as for income, G-d set a little something aside for HIS Church and me.

You see I do not need a temple built; I am the temple.  However,  someone needs an actual temple to sit in to declare himself G-d for seven years, that means HE needs a peace plan, taking land from Israel has not been working for him, maybe G-d has a plan??? One HE would like us to use. Once the church is gone, he will get to sit in his throne for seven years. While he is doing that we will be at home waiting for G-d’s justice to complete.

Isaiah 26:20-21
(20)  Come, my people, enter thou into thy chambers, and shut thy doors about thee: hide thyself as it were for a little moment, until the indignation be overpast. (21)  For, behold, the LORD cometh out of his place to punish the inhabitants of the earth for their iniquity: the earth also shall disclose her blood, and shall no more cover her slain.

It was HIM who said HE would restore my marriage and as we do we can restore HIS relationship to Israel as we unite under the greatest love story ever written.

According to the devil and his minions, I am not supposed to let anyone know who I am or about any of these things. When I try evil refers to it as self promotion, G-d knows I didn’t expect this.  If he doesn’t want my name to be known HE should have not divinely given it to me which translates into Beautiful Place. Look at me.  Look at what I did,  is it G-d the King saying no don’t look or is it someone else?

Esther 6:1-10
(1)  On that night could not the king sleep, and he commanded to bring the book of records of the chronicles; and they were read before the king.
(2)  And it was found written, that Mordecai had told of Bigthana and Teresh, two of the king’s chamberlains, the keepers of the door, who sought to lay hand on the king Ahasuerus.
(3)  And the king said, What honour and dignity hath been done to Mordecai for this? Then said the king’s servants that ministered unto him, There is nothing done for him.
(4)  And the king said, Who is in the court? Now Haman was come into the outward court of the king’s house, to speak unto the king to hang Mordecai on the gallows that he had prepared for him.
(5)  And the king’s servants said unto him, Behold, Haman standeth in the court. And the king said, Let him come in.
(6)  So Haman came in. And the king said unto him, What shall be done unto the man whom the king delighteth to honour? Now Haman thought in his heart, To whom would the king delight to do honour more than to myself?
(7)  And Haman answered the king, For the man whom the king delighteth to honour,
(8)  Let the royal apparel be brought which the king useth to wear, and the horse that the king rideth upon, and the crown royal which is set upon his head:
(9)  And let this apparel and horse be delivered to the hand of one of the king’s most noble princes, that they may array the man withal whom the king delighteth to honour, and bring him on horseback through the street of the city, and proclaim before him, Thus shall it be done to the man whom the king delighteth to honour.
Esther 6:10   Then the king said to Haman, Make haste, and take the apparel and the horse, as thou hast said, and do even so to Mordecai the Jew, that sitteth at the king’s gate: let nothing fail of all that thou hast spoken.

Evil shuns me at every chance, mocking me jealous like Saul over David they know G-d the Father will use me to win tens of thousand, to their thousands.  Most likely they will be evil towards me right to the end.  Though I don’t see how that will help their human souls get greater rewards in heaven or the minions in them their master’s throne built.

Like Jonah under the gourd’s shade angry that Ninevah was not destroyed because HE knew G-d’s nature. There are too many Jonah’s who are angry if G-d saves billions they did not expect.

If you do not see the value in Christ’s honor or in the truth of how HE was dishonored than it could only be darkness keeping you from it.

A.W. Tozer said if he had to choose between happiness and truth he would choose truth for he can be happy later in eternity. What he was saying is that it is the truth that gets us there.

G-d’s love is astounding the depths that HE will take to win the world to himself.  That HE would put HIS greatest treasure inside this wretched heart of mine.  HE would like to do that for all as well when HE looks down from heaven who does HE see? HE cannot look on sin, and we are all that until HIS SON makes HIS home in our hearts.  Judas’s and traitors are bountiful in the kingdom, and it is not hard to spot them.  Jesus came for the Jewish people first, but because evil swayed them, they could not see the truth of who Christ was.

When we side with the blind and do as they say placing stumbling blocks to all others because we have not the integrity enough to tell them they are wrong, that it is their doctrines of devils and idols that keep the lost from seeing the truth.  My Goliath is an institution of men who understand nothing of the things of G-d but parade around as if they do the priesthood outside of Israel always used fear of death and deception to control others.  Jesus ended any fear of death and satisfied the Law HIS Father established.

Tale as old as time
True as it can be
Barely even friends
Then somebody bends
Unexpectedly
Just a little change
Small to say the least
Both a little scared
Neither one prepared
Beauty and the Beast

Ever just the same
Ever a surprise
Ever as before
Ever just as sure
As the sun will rise

Tale as old as time
Tune as old as song
Bittersweet and strange
Finding you can change
Learning you were wrong
Certain as the sun
Rising in the east
Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast

Tale as old as time
Song as old as rhyme
Beauty and the Beast